mamabear0704

I've never quite been enough I just don't know It doesn't make sense Why I feel so low There is nothing to say It won't help at all My minds all wrapped up In the best way to fall There has never been a moment When I felt alive It's time that I go Let's take a drive Past broken homes On memory lane And painful recollections I don't want to explain Watch as the tears slide down Let me throw it all away Drown in my emotions I have little left to say There is no cure For this kind of sadness It's quite infectious A debilitating madness The time is slipping past I'm squandering my youth Deprave and indifferent Enraged

im losing myself to my own moment i contemplated suicide today seems to be a regular occurance these days i play with the idea of just walking away from my life an easy escape i tend to run to get away and well doing that would make it so i dont have to run anymore people will give me the typical responses think of your parents your brother your friends. im selfish and i dont care anymore i cried for the first time in a long time last night these tears were my own not for another they were the first real pain ive felt my heart ached the dull throb pulsing flooding my mind with memories and emotions and as the holida